I have a crush on my second cousin im male(20) and my cousin is female (18-19) not quite sure on age. Im worried she may tell my parents or other family members and then thats my life ruined how do i ask her for sex with me cus she is so pretty nice body please can i ha e some advice many thanks.
You may have to leave, get married and extricate yourself from the negative people in your life, or people who want to control you. You two are grown adults. You can do anything that you like.
Often family members "come around" / begin to accept you after the marriage. And if they do not, you can still be happy with your husband. He is 34. What the heck is he waiting on? It really sounds crazy from western standards. And you! Do you want to have kids? In this lifetime? Life is not a rehearsal,