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  1. Three years later and we unfortunately recently broke up after an incredibly difficult and stressful relationship. There are way too many factors and I don't feel strong enough at the moment to write an essay trying to detail them. But I would like to thank this website, as just visiting frequently over the past 3-4 years has helped me in some difficult times. I wish everyone in similar positions the best of luck after experiencing first hand just how traumatising it can be. Thank you.
  2. Ok , i've known my cousin since we were both small , our families our quite close and we visit each other a good 4 or 5 times a year. I love around london whereas she lives just outside manchester. We've been close all our lifes , but when i was 15 and she was 14 we got fairly drunk one night and ended up sitting out at the bottom of the garden on our own hugging and after a while it lead to a passionate kiss. I must admit i felt thoroughly ashamed for weeks and weeks after that , there were definatley strong feelings there but i tried to shove them to the back of my mind. i was due to go home the next day and we didnt have time to see each other again before i left , i didn't see her for a few months after that , and we did not speak much over msn or fb etc although i wanted to very badly. We saw each other again a few times but i assume she felt just as awkward as me and we did not mention it. the feelings were still there for a long time but i managed to push them to the back of my mind for a long time and get on with my life. recently i went on a holiday with her and her mate and her brother. I am very close with her brother which makes the whole thing more difficult but ill admit the main attraction of the holiday for me was that i knew she was going to be there. on the second night we ended up lying on the beach together in each others arms but nothing more happened. Then on the last few nights we kept ending up alone and there was now stopping it , we spent hours sitting together , passiontley kissing and just enjoying each others company. At the end of the holiday , when i had to go back to london , i honestly felt as though i could cry and never stop. it was the worst feeling. My feelings for her had esculated by 100x and there was no doubt in my mind that i was head over heels in love with her. Ever since we got back we have been talking daily. and eventually we both confessed to each other over msn that we were madly in love with each other. It goes without saying it was the best feeling in the world finding ou she feels the same. then in the last few nights my dad found out about it when he saw an msn conversation between us which contained alot of personal words. We havent talked about it proerply yet , but i am vey nervous about it . Although , i do not care what he says , i am so so in love with her , and i know i want to be with her forever. it just worries me the prospect of telling the rest of the family. I am so crazily in love with her its mad, all i ever think about is her , i cannot get to sleep at night unless we have spoken on msn that night , and when we frequently go on webcam just looking at her face gives me the utmost satisfaction. i really do feel like i am living for her.
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