Don’t take this harshly but i think you should back off a bit. Clearly she doesnt want to talk about it, maybe shes ashamed, shy, confused?! I know it is hard. Maybe your looking for closure? To really know how she felt? To hear what she thinks about all of that?
You just need to let it go for now and start focusing on yourself. You think about this situation too often and probably daydream about it way too much. Instead why don’t you go to the gym, hangout with some buddies, join a sports club or any club that interests you, watch movies. Anything to take your mind off of her.
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