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  1. anaid03

    Cousin Couples from the Philippines let's unite here

    Prayers for your baby po... Be strong po...
  2. anaid03

    Cousin Couples from the Philippines let's unite here

    Opo super true po kayo dyan august.. Sobrang dami pong sense at mejo tama po ung sinasabi po ni sir pooch...
  3. anaid03

    Cousin Couples from the Philippines let's unite here

    Super thanks po sir pooch... buti nlang po nung tipong nasa down moment po aq d2 po aq dinala nagsearch search po.. almost suicidal po.. pero dahil sa mga nakilala q po like si august at sa mga nalamn q po sa paligid.. y should i kill myself for someone who doesnt deserves it? ngaun po natatawa po aq sa inisip q po last year... that moment mga sept - dec almost ganun thinking q po..pro nung dumating po itong taon na to.. parang nagising nalang po aq... happy pero sad pa din po pag naaalala kasi di nmn po maiiwasan un... pero iba na po mindset compared last time.. iba po kasi feeling prang ang gaan n po? not sure lang kung paunti unti nakalagpas na po aq sa deprssion stage.. madami po aq natutunan kah8 papanu at un ang nagturo po sakin maging matapang... opo ganun nga po.. paunti unti ginagawa q na po xa... sa salita po sir pooch madali po sabhin... malalaman q po yan pag nagkita po kame ulet... pero as of now.. msasabi q po mas okay na po aq 2day kesa po sa dati.. heheh... naku! wag na po kayo magvolunteer mahawahan pa po kayo ng pagiging playboy po nun? or manloloko or manipulative.. sige ka po...
  4. anaid03

    Cousin Couples from the Philippines let's unite here

    kaso po sir pooch magastos po pag nagaral pa po.. instead na nakaka2long na po sa family eh mbabawasan pa po... kaya focus po siguro sa work.. thou gs2 q po mag 2nd course po.. hihih
  5. anaid03

    Cousin Couples from the Philippines let's unite here

    kaya nga po todo sorry po cya sa lahat2x sakin... sa mga ginawa po nya.. alam po nya na cya lahat nagkamali inaamin nya.. at gs2 nya po patawarin ko po cya? hindi pa po ako handa sa mga ginawa po nya para mapatawad ko po cya.. indi po ako sigurado kung kaya ko po patawarin lahat ng kalokohan po nya... naalala ko po nun nand2 pa po cya nagkakalbuan n po kame.. puro po cya salita pero pag nagkita na po kame wala po cya magawa kungdi lumapit.. pero sabagay me point ka po baka nga po pinaglaruan lang po aq.. mejo nabulag kasi mahal na mahal pero ngaun alam ko na po ang katotohanan.. indi po cya marunong magmahal o never po cya nakaranas ng mahal kaya di po nya siguro alam un??? ay ung sa gfs po nya? expected ko na po un.. kasi nung bata po ako gs - hs parang di ko po alam pinaggagagawa nmn parang wala lang po kala q po crush crush kaya nung nagkahiwalay po kame expected ko na po magkakaroon po cya ng gfs nya.. thou dun ko po narealize na mahal k na po pla cya kasi sobrang sakit po eh.. ayoq na po na lageng gan2.. lageng ako po gumagawa ng effort smin long distance po kasi.. kaya alam q na po wala cya paki kasi ginaya lang po nya ako sa mga exes nya na sad to say ang masaklap po samin eh magpinsan po kame.. di nya isinaalang alang po un... ay indi na po ako nagaaral sir pooch, working girl na po.. hehe salamat po pla..
  6. anaid03

    Cousin Couples from the Philippines let's unite here

    opo sir pooch.. reality hurts pero me point ka po... yan na po ang iniisip q po ngaun.. kasi sumosobra na po xa.. smula pagkabata ko po cya na po ang ngpakilala sakin sa mga bagay2x.. opo aware po ako sa mga past relationship po nya pero sinabi po nya magbabago cya.. thnking na ganun nga po ang gagawin nya naniwala po aq at binigay q po full trust ko po sa knya.. pero in the end di ko po inexpect na kung anu po ginawa nya sa mga exes nya gagawin din po pla nya sakin... nakita ko na din po sa knya na wala po aq halaga talga.. ung sa future.. wala po cya kabalak balak po... kaya ngaun po mejo okay na po ako walang wala na po communication po thou andun pa din po ung sakit po... waaahh ang harsh po.. pero tama po kayo... nasa realidad na po ako.. di po cya ung prince charming na pinangarap ko po nun.. maybe dat time po naramdaman ko po na minahal nya po ako.. pero for the meantime lang... maybe indi po cya marunong makuntento po... madami nmn po babae sa paligid dun nalang po nya ibaling kesa sakin pa po nya gwn ung mga bagay po na un kasi iba po samin lalo na complicated po situation...
  7. anaid03

    Cousin Couples from the Philippines let's unite here

    Nakokonsensya na daw po kasi siya sir pooch... di na po nya kaya... cya po nagsimula... as in wala po ako alam sa love2x.. crushes po nung bata po ako cyempre meron... 11 po ba naman eh.. taz parang me something na po... and he's my first kiss po and nagturo po sakin ng love something.. from scratch po... idol ko po kasi cya ang galeng2x po nya sa lahat ng bagay taz biglang nagtaka po ako na lumalapit na po cya sakin.. kiss and yakap po.. nagtataka na po ako... then gang sa lumaki po ako sa knya na nakasentro ung isip at heart ko po... kasi cya lahat nagturo sakin.. then in the end sinabi po nya na di po na nya kaya... nakokonsensya na cya... kaya pilit po nya ako nilalayo daw sa knya sa pamamagitan ng pangliligaw ng ibat ibang babae... parang di po cya makuntento... nung nagkahiwalay po kame nung HS nagkagf po cya na bongga minahal daw po nya un... cya unang binigyan nya ng ring pero in the end nalaman po nya niloloko po cya... kaya nagkahiwaly po sila taz madaming gf po nagdaan na sa knya kasi nga po playboy cya pero in the end naghihiwalay po sila... gang sa bumalik na nmn po cya samin.. nagkita po ulet kame... taz naulit na nmn po ung mga dati na ginagawa po namin nung bata pa po ako... parang kame po ulet.. gang sa mangibang bansa po cya... ganun pa din po tuwing uuwi po cya... pero siguro natakot na po cya.. kasi sabi ko po sa knya willing ko po cya ipaglaban pero cya po mismo bumibitaw na po.. gang sa wala na po kame communication till now...
  8. anaid03

    Cousin Couples from the Philippines let's unite here

    Mukhang ganun nga po xa... wala sa direksyon... xa po mismo nagsasabi samin dalawa na di po kame tlga pwede.. na gs2 nya na po maging normal buhay ko po... pero xa po unang bumabali ng mga salita po nya... pero this time walang wala na po kame communication po tlga... worried lang po aq kasi lapit na xa umuwi dis march baka magkta po kame pero di pa din po aq nakakamove on... nung unang parang me something and kahiyaan po samin dalawa i think 11 po aq nun then 19 na po xa ata? then nagkahiwalay po nung magHS po ako.. taz parang nagkaroon na nmn po ng spark nung college na po aq.... and parang me mutual na pagkakaunawaan na po kame i think simula po 2007 na simula nun binigyan nya po ako ng ring parang start na po kame na unawaan bawal po cya manligaw ng iba prang kame na po.. pero on off po kame kasi maxado po xa playboy.... gang sa recently 2013 tuluyan na po walang communication po sir pooch... nasa almost mid 30's na po xa...
  9. anaid03

    Cousin Couples from the Philippines let's unite here

    yung sa valentines po.. sad day po... parang normal day lang po.. ksi wala na po ung taong importante po sakin.. iniwan po aq... taz ung sa vday nmn po stalker mode sa fb po nya...
  10. anaid03

    Cousin Couples from the Philippines let's unite here

    sir pooch.. nasa babae nga po ang supporta lage po ganun.. kaso po ang nangyayare pag pinanghinaan na po tlga ung lalaki kah8 xa po ang nagsimula at nagumpisa... eh wala na po tlga mangyayare.. kah8 anung pagpupumilit mo po sa suporta kung bumitaw na po tlga wala na po... kasi parang same po kasi kame nang nangyare po kay imathineager.. pero wala pa po nakakaalam sa family namin.. xa lang po prang bumitaw na po.. fil q po muntik muntikanan na po kame mahuli nun.. me idea po pero parang siguro sa paglipas ng panahon binalewala po nila...
  11. I'm really hurt... I dont know what to do.. I do have a relationship with my 1st cousin... I dont know how did it happened all I remember that I was 12 years old he was my Idol... then it turns out to be my crush, then puppy love, first love and then my true love... now I'm 25 turning 26 next month and he's already 33 years old. We are almost like a married couple, whenever he's here in our country because he's a seaman.. we get a chances that we wanted to be together always.. however due to circumstances of what we have he told me that we cannot be together... I know that from start that its wrong but I cant help it... I really really do love him... he's always pushing me away... we fought because of his flirtations with other girls since he's a seaman.. Also we fought regarding he's online then he's not sending me a simple greeting or simple message? I thought I'm his girlfriend but I guess I'm wrong... We always fought because of our distance he's not communicating well... Then one time i do have this woman instinct, I dont know why, he's always online via fb or viber or wechat or skype... he's always online but he's not sending me a message, he's not calling me anymore.. then that's the time I tried my best to hack his fb account and it really hurts what i saw thru all of his messages... Its his flirtations to 2 girls.. he's courting them at the same time... then while he's chatting with them I confront him telling him I'm seeing the things he's telling the 2 girls... he mentioned that if i do really love him I should choose between the girls he's courting.. it was like what??! are you crazy? I want him for myself then he's telling me to choose between them? While he's courting them he message me that he really do love me but we cant be together... I know for a fact that he's really a player but then I accept him open arms thou I know our situation, he said that he will change over a period of time... but I guess I'm wrong.. While browsing the messages the sad part I read that while we're together last june... he mentioned to one girl the one he's thinking to meet this coming march to be her girlfriend... he told her that he's still thinking of her everytime... i was like! what the? we're together there then all of a sudden the one I see that message to her? like oh my.. it really hurts.. I really dont know what to do... I think he doesnt really care at me at all and he's just playing with my feelings.. he's already 33 yrs old and super desperate to have a girlfriend or wife... I dont know.. its just that he wanted to have a family but not in me because of our situation... it really hurts... My life for me as of the moment is really miserable I wanna cry I wanna shout and everything but I cant since our family dont know our relationship.. I wanted to cry but I'm giving them my smiles... My lovelife is really messed up now my work I'm having trouble to reach my quotas.. I'm not performing well.. thou I'm physically present but my mind is drifting away... Hoping that my feelings will be gone... as in GONE... coz I dont know what to do anymore... I think I'm at my limit... Honestly I told him that I cannot take it seeing him with other girl or if he have other girlfriend or worst a wife... I'm imagining things that he's already here and he's with the one he previously flirted with him via fb and they wanted to be officially on thru FB!? I dont know what to do anymore... It really hurts... I wanted to take away this pain.. honestly I wanted to end my life but I guess I'm still afraid of God but I cant take it anymore.. I really really do love him... but I guess he dont love me at all... He just played with my feelings.. right now I wanted to take away all this pain... I dont know what to do anymore... I dont know what to do... Right now he's aboard I wanted to text him, to send him a message via fb, to talk with him via skype, wechat or viber... any means of communications but then he's not responding because he doesnt care at me at all.. so sad... it really hurts... I'm thinking that what's happening to me? why i keep chasing someone who doesnt love me at all? Why I still do love him inspite of the things he done for me...hurtful things... Why still I waiting for someone who wont come back to me at all... I dont know what to do anymore... I wanted to be free from this pain.. I wanted to run and never come back...
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