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  1. So I hung out with a mutual friend of ours. She confirmed my cousin has been telling everyone in our friend circle I'm crazy and obsessed about her and there was nothing between us. I literally haven't spoken to anyone in our circle about this until now so she's just been trash talking me and spreading rumors about me and also my friend said basically what everyone else in this thread has been saying that she's a heartless bitch who uses men with no self respect or respect for anyone. Our friend also said everyone in our group basically thought we were dating anyways... I've lost m
  2. I feel like maybe I should apologize or try and make things right but that would just set me back. I don't know. Thinking about it now, how messed up she is, I shouldn't have tried to rely on her or expected her to be there for me - regardless of how much I was there for her. I just idolized her so much and had her on such a pedestal I didn't see how messed up and broken she actually is until I think about it now.
  3. I never thought we were together but I did think we had our own separate relationship. A romantic friendship more or less. We talked a lot about our feelings for each other. She told me she was in love with me, but she'd never go for it because we were cousins. She told me we were special,that we were soul mates, that we had past lives together. That she didn't care what people thought of us - including her boyfriend. We were physically intimate for eight years. She became increasingly sexual with me over the past year. I didn't believe we were together but I believed we wer
  4. "Ask yourself; you have always been there for her, but has she always been there for you? You would do anything for her at the drop of a hat, but would she do the same?" This is all true. It didn't matter what was going on in my life, who I was with, where I was, my financial situation, anything. I was there for her for whatever or whoever she needed me to be. Brother. Friend. Lover. Cousin. Man. She was never there for me when I needed her. She came to my city once when I became homeless and she didn't even visit me. I had to trek across a city metropolis to go see her at h
  5. Thanks but I don't know how it can get better. My mom is going to die soon and my dad is already dead and my relationship with my cousins side (dads) has already fallen apart and I'm going to be completely alone. She promised me she'd never leave me. She knew how fragile I am. She knows everything about me. We know everything about each other. It'll never go back to what it was. She doesn't want it to and I keep treating her like holy crapoly! anyways because of all this pent up holy crapoly! she won't give me closure on. It can't get better it can only get worse and more alone.
  6. I don't even know where to begin, it's been such a complicated journey... Eight years ago I confessed my love for my cousin. We never became a couple but she accepted it and loved me back. She told me we were special and she didn't care what people thought of us. We were soul mates. Five months ago she broke up with her boyfriend of six years and coincidentally began ignoring me as well. I believe it was because she was afraid of being single with me. Afraid of herself. Maybe it was because now she was free she didn't need me any more. She could have anyone. We've hardly spok
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