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  1. Trailer for 'how i live now' song entitled 'take me home'.
  2. Nessa it is the best I have seen so far. You can watch it free streaming online but you can buy it for ?2 or ?3 online at Amazon etc. Get it on DVD it is bloody awesome. Thanks to (gotitGOOD) for this link to the free online stream of it, beware it may make you teary eyed. http://ffilms.org/how-i-live-now-2013/ It's beautiful.
  3. Thanks Ladyc for the movies. I will definately be ordering the 'How I live now' film and I'm sure me and my first cousin who are now engaged to be married will enjoy it. The youtube trailer looks great. Not only first cousins together but also scifi apocalyptic. Looks like it has everything in it I like in movies...
  4. Enlightening and uplifting. Thank you.
  5. Csibe04, Hi and good luck with the learning German part of it, it is very similar language to Swiss and you will be understood by everyone in Switzerland if you learn it, they are very similar languages, again good luck and I hope it all works out well for you. :wink:
  6. I also wish you both well but like the posts above I have a few concerns. I know we here in Europe consider 16 the age to legally have sex or smoke cigarettes, get married or pregnant etc and when we are 18 we can drink alcohol and are basically considered an adult whereas in the US the age is 21 years old so we all take those limits as guidelines from wherever we come from but you say you were 14 years old and he was 32, that is a bit worrying. I understand that things in Sudan may be a bit different but that is one large age gap. If you were say 20 and he was 38 then I would be ok with that but let me elaborate a little. I lived in Switzerland and all the surrounding countrys, I am from England and also lived in the US for 10 years. People who live in Switzerland tend to have very well paid jobs and a better lifestyle than say for instance border countrys like France, Germany, Austria. All I can say is be careful. Learn the language as fast as you can and never give anyone your passport and keep a stash of money at least for a plane ticket somewhere safe. Good luck to you if it works out well but be equal with your partner and be firm if need be.
  7. Wow... Leah. I could not of said it better myself, so so true. I am new here but that is the best post I have read so far.
  8. I really feel I have to put this movie in here as I have not seen anyone else mention it yet. (The Mists Of Avalon) This was the movie that gave me the courage to let my cousin know how much I love her. It is full of all kinds of blood relative relationships and the consequences either good or bad that come of them but also it is a damn good film to watch as well, it is my favourite. The first time I met my cousin I brought it with me and we watched it together and then I left the movie with her hoping she would understand my feelings and guess what it worked :cheesy: I would recommend it to everyone in this forum, you wont regret it.
  9. I only have vague memories of my cousin when we were younger, we never knew each other when we were growing up, the distance between us was too far away, and then after 15 years we made contact. It began with a few phone calls and then we communicated via the internet for a year or two. I loved the things she said and the way she said them, the way she acted or reacted, everything about her fascinated me and also the way she looks, she is beautiful in every way. I had been in many relationships before throughout my life but there was something about her that was so real, so honest and perfect, finally after many long days and nights of thinking about her I could not hold back anymore, I had to meet her to see her with my own eyes and truthfully I was scared to do this. Over and over in my mind I wondered what we would or might say face to face but I plucked up the courage eventually and just done it. She had always kept asking me to come visit her so I drove to her town and drove around the place for a while just so I could see what the place was like then I parked up and called her on my phone. She said come over but later I found out from her friend she was totally unprepared and not expecting me, her friend also said she was as happy and excited as she had ever seen her when I called her. I knocked on the door and looked into her eyes as the door opened, I will never forget that moment, our eyes locked and something electrical passed between us. We smiled and I hugged her with a full embrace and she did not hold back and that was just the beginning... What do I love about her. Everything. Her smile, her laugh, the way she looks at me and talks to me when nobody else is around, the way we hold each other so close as if we could melt into each other, I know she feels safe with me and never wants me to leave her side, she loves me in a way I have never been loved before. There is something between cousins in love that goes beyond ordinary love, something I cannot describe with words, I love her with my whole heart and being and the feeling is mutual. There is one thing I do know, this love will never end. Of all the trials we are being put through by family and friends not agreeing with us being together, we will never let that stop us, we were meant to be and anyone who disagrees is not important in our life anymore. So have hope and never give up or give in.
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