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  1. I know there are plenty of girls out there. Although I can never have her, she will always have a special place in my heart and I will always cherish those memories forever. She's one in infinity. I have, had, and always will love/loved her no matter what. I love her more than her man does. Yes, I am happy for her. I want her to be happy. Her happiness means more to me than my sadness/happiness. I want nothing but the best for her. Thank you for letting me share my story with everyone. It's been great to go through heartbreak and pain with everyone on here. Once again, I thank you. Until the end of time/Til Death Do Us Part/Til Death Us Do Part
  2. I'm not sure how to replay to another user with quotes because of the new web design. But, basically, two years ago in 2014 on her birthday, I gave her a gift and wrote a letter to her telling her about my feelings for her. Her reply was that I am a brother to her and nothing more. I was visibly upset. I took advice given to me by others on this website. A year later and she is engaged. Her graduation was today and I was at her graduation party. A few months from now and she is going to have her big day. I'm not exactly sure how but I think it's possible or something given that you have remained single for the good quarter of your life, waiting for someone, and only to have your heart broken in no time. I know there's nothing I can do. But, I at least told her how I finally felt about her after all this time and I attended her graduation party. I was unable to go to her graduation because I have my own life. But, I was there with her at her grad party and I probably can't attend her big day when that day comes.
  3. I know I haven't posted in forever. But, I just wanted to tell you guys that she graduates from university today and that she is throwing a grad party later today. I guess I can attend her party but not her big day a few months later as it would cause me too much grief. Her mom told me to attend her graduation party to make her daughter happy. I guess that's the least I can do for them since I am not going to be attending her big day. As a side note, I think I took it a bit too far by asking her on date. I know I screwed up. Her mom then had a talk with me and basically said that I cannot have her daughter. She said that her daughter is...you know. Then, she asked me when am I getting married. I didn't answer her. I know it was wrong not to answer her. But, she then said that just by looking at my face, she can tell/know that my heart hurts. I wished that we could have lost our virginity to each other. I've always been faithful to her. I always will. Even if I were to be in a serious and committed relationship with someone other than my cousin, I don't think anyone will be like the girl, who is now a woman, will be like my cousin.
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    It's just really sad to see that he is born the way he is. Not just him, but other people as well. It's life, I guess.
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    I just may be underestimating the human spirit. But, even with federal assistance, some people are still not so fortunate. We can only do so much until we give it all that we have and then throw in the towel because our actions were not successful. I'm sure he has his parents and his sister's support. I am certain that I cannot stand being able to socialize with other people due to my inability to speak. It will drive me crazy.
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    I haven't seen him in years, only recently. I started to wonder and it got me thinking, that he is never going to get a girlfriend. Make friends. Attend school and even have a successful life, if he can't even talk. How do his parents even know if he has needs and wants, like eating and drinking, if he is unable to talk/communicate with them? He is an adult now. I would not be able to live his life if I was in his shoes. I'm not just talking about him, but all the other people out in the World with disabilities. It's sad. I wish there is a way to give these disabled and handicapped people a life worth living. People like this make me feel really sorry for them. For them not to be able to experience life like a normal human being would.
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    I have relatives that have a son and a daughter. Their daughter is normal. However, the son has a disability from the time he was born. It's baffled me and I never asked. Until very recently. I asked the mother how come her son is not able to talk and she said that he is "handicapped". I asked her if he could understand what she says to him. She said that he could understand in various foreign languages, not just in English. But, I wonder what are the chances of a baby, being born to first cousins, being handicapped, compared to an unrelated couple, such as my relatives? I think he has mutism, but I'm not sure.
  8. I watched "American Sniper", too. Between "American Sniper", "Lone Survivor", and "Zero Dark Thirty", I liked "Lone Survivor" more than the other two films. But, the difference between the three movies is that "American Sniper" shows the reality of service members in the armed forces trying to adjust to home life after being in combat and away from your loved ones for so long that can change someone. All three though have their own pros and cons from people's perspective.
  9. I feel you, brother. I'm also hoping that day will come, if it ever will.
  10. I actually did post my story and the struggles of my emotions. It should be a on the front page of the "Shoot The Breeze" section. Please, feel free to read it. I don't ask for anything in return or try to pass myself as, excuse my French, "view whore". I just want support and how to best handle this situation. That's all I ask of everyone on this website. Thank you!
  11. She makes me feel special. She's always there when I need her. She's always been so supportive of me and she's the only one that can make me smile. Even if I'm feeling like a worthless piece of trash, she is the engine that keeps my car accelerating at high speed through an empty road on a sunny, beautiful day. No one else in our family can keep me motivated like she can. Maybe it has to do with my closeness to her and only her in the family. But...when she found out how I truly felt about her, my World came crashing down around me.
  12. I did. I told her through text message/iMessage. I sent the "I Love You", actually, it's more like, "I ❤️ U". She took as my love for her as platonic/family love. When I told her how I really felt about her, she took a step back and told me that she only sees me as a brother. Nothing more. It crushed me.
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