Hello every one,uhh I'm 17 and I have a crush on my second cousin she's 16 or 15 I only seen her 6 times in my life she's my grandmothers daughters,daughter I really love her she has a big brother he's some what close with me he's my age. I really love her but when ever I meet her she calls me brother and it stabs me with a knife. So no ways of communicating through phones and I just fell for her. Sometimes she calls by my name. Should I say about my cousin crush to my mother is it too early to say or is it good to love your cousin? I wanted her to love me the way how I see her any help?