we want to be together in the future. just like ordinary married couples. getting married, to be happy and have a family. we aint tell our parents nor our friends.i dont know if they agree with our relationship but i guess its a big no. we were together for.about 3 years ago and that when the sparkle starts. she stayed in our house for 8 month. i am really comfortable with her. we have something in common. we talk together, laugh together with crazy things and sometimes we walk together with holding hands even there are people.seeing us. hahaha. that time i am really fallin inlove with her.and before she go back home, we already express our feelings and start our relationship. i guess our relationship is the hardest of all since we are first cousins and a long distant relationship. the only thing that keep us together is through facebook, texting and calling. we do have a lot of breakups because of such reasons but she always come back. shes my first love and im her first love too. by the way im a seafarer and im in the ship right now. i am planning to visit her when i will be signing of coz really miss her so badly.shes the most beautiful girl and i want to spend the rest of my life with her. shes 19 now and currently in college and im 22. we really want to marry soon but it is strictly prohibited in the philippines. i really hate it .our government dont want us to be happy :-( i dont know how can we marry and where. and how can we convince our psrents and relatives because probably they wont agree specially on my family side.i am really glad thst i discovered this site and express my love story. we really need your advice because we want to be happy together, forever.