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  1. As for GSA, I have trouble buying into it especially at that distance in relation. I mean in general we're attracted to people who are like us. Imagine how many people you're related to who you're probably not attracted to. I recently met a second cousin too who I had an attraction to. I've always thought he was cute despite the fact I didn't really meet him until we were well into our adult lives. The cuteness was one thing but what really drew me to him as an adult was when I found out he was liberal and noticed the same things in life as I did. I didn't know that until I actually met him. He could have been the cutest thing in the world but if he wasn't interested in the same things as me (and honestly a similar personality/humor) I wouldn't have been drawn to him. I do think the comfort thing might also have something to do with the familial bond you share. That's to be expected though. The same thing would happen if you met someone from the same town as you or perhaps connected with someone you went to high school with for instance. I've experienced the bond and attraction to non-relatives before because either we had gone to the same high school only a few years apart or because our parents were friends when they were younger. I'm sad that society has such a strong taboo on cousin relationships. At least in general. It's one thing to grow up with someone but it's another to meet as adults and to have never considered them a part of your family. Proceed as you would any other relationship, that's what I would say. Neither one of you seems to be bothered by the fact you're related.
  2. I agree with you. I will move on. It’s just frustrating bc I didn’t want to go down that road to begin with and wish he didn’t keep in touch knowing I didn’t want that. It was a good experience in other ways though. I will say...I never have expectations for friends to keep in touch with me on a daily basis. I don’t share that kind of stuff frequently with any friend, especially not guy friends. (But who really starts a FWB from the beginning of a relationship? I told him it was a ridiculous idea to begin with). He struck me as someone who just didn’t want expectations on himself. Thanks for the spot on advice, Lady C.
  3. Hello! I posted a month or so ago for advice from this board. I received great advice and really appreciate it. My comment this time is perhaps for perspective. My second cousin and I met over the summer for the first time (I’m 35, he’s 44). After a few sporadic texts after meeting (cousinly texts) we admitted a mutual attraction (one that was initiated by me). We began talking frequently through text at that time. Talking about commonalities and also about connecting physically at some point. We found that we’re both very compatible emotionally and physically. Our only glitch - I wanted to pursue something that had the possibility to be long term. He said it was only going to be short term (friends with benefits) because he couldn’t deal with being publicly open with dating a cousin (even though he admitted it didn’t feel wrong...it just looked wrong). Anyhow, we determined this difference in intentions early on in the relationship. I said perhaps then we shouldn’t continue. I would never tell him not to contact me though bc I really didn’t think we needed to do that. We weren’t an official couple and we’re also cousins so what’s the point in making it like a break up? I just thought it would fizzle out. He wouldn’t pursue it knowing I wanted something long term. I’d walk away (through text...as much as you can there - being slow to respond. Not initiating, etc)...he’d reach out more. In fact, we got to the point in our text relationship that he would indicate he missed me if he hadn’t heard from me. This caused me to be confused because he told me he just wanted a FWB with me (although he said we could just be friends too and he didn’t have to get physical if I didn’t want to. I believe him. However, his desire to be in touch with me frequently and also to share his day, what was going on in his life, and emotions he might be feeling, involving his relationship with his kids for instance, told me he wanted emotional support from me. The kind that was not just a casual friend but from a partner. He also expressed interest and curiosity in my life.) All that was nice (what I wanted actually in a long term relationship) but I found it hard to share things about myself and fully open up bc he kept saying we just had a short term thing going on. These months through text he’d talk about meeting up when he came to town but he never was able to follow through on it. It got to the point where I finally initiated a meet up and he of course was open to it and excited. We met up one night, kissed, had fun spending time together and left it at that. We didn’t take it further. I left the next morning. Both of us left still interested in seeing each other again though. His communication became more sporadic in the following days (which I sensed might happen) but I didn’t sense he lost interest in me just that it reflected his inability to commit to a long term relationship with me. Last week he contacted me and reached out with the sense that he missed talking to me (bc I just mirrored his texting and didn’t text or initiate if he didn’t...we ended up at one point going three days without talking...kind of a long time for the habit we got into). I missed him too to be honest. Anyhow, on the advice of a friend, I told him the reason I didn’t reach out was bc I wanted to be with him but not as FWB. He said it was all too complicated and that he thought we should just be friends/cousins and not be pursing benefits. I agreed that that was totally okay (what I thought we should be doing anyway if we weren’t pursuing something long term). This time instead of reaching back out after a few days of not talking like he usually did he still hasn’t reached out. I felt (and still do) incredibly sad and miss him. It’s the kind of heartbreak I’d feel after a break up. However, this break up feels sadder than others bc I feel like we’re both still interested in each other. He just didn’t give it a chance to develop. (Note: We’d have the conversation multiple times before but it hit home this time with him I think bc we’d actually seen each other in person). Anyone have any thoughts on this? Have you seen this happen between cousin couples before? I hope we talk again someday. I was afraid of this the whole time and why I didn’t want to knowingly go into a short term relationship with him. Because while he can say we’re cousins, friends (and I truly think he enjoys talking to me)..truth is we didn’t know each other before (our families are not close). Unless one of us reaches out, we won’t spend time with each other again. We’re connected on FB and that’s really the only realm we have outside of deliberate communication. I know if I reach out he will reciprocate but I don’t think he’ll reach out to me anymore. (Which is okay, but I’m still sad. It hurts bc while he said he was interested in me outside of benefits, when he realized benefits should really be off the table he went away. Honestly, if we were to have a fling I’d rather it have been of the physical kind rather than the emotional kind.) This kind of connection felt like the kind we could always be together. And maybe we will in a roundabout way. But right now it sucks because I don’t know that for sure. Additional perspective on cousin relationship dynamics and perhaps any experience in the thought process of a reluctant partner is what I’m looking for. I know that we would probably be a regular couple if we were away from everyone. So it’s hard. Thank you.
  4. NC30PlusYrs: Hello! You should e-mail me or send me your e-mail. Maybe we can talk more about our experiences. My Yahoo e-mail is [email protected] Send me your e-mail there and I’ll reach out.
  5. Update: My cousin and I talked tonight and agreed to a period of no contact. He said he couldn’t tell family and friends about us because of the taboo. He was concerned about what people would think of him dating a cousin and also said it would be a poor model to his children. I told him that if that was the case I couldn’t enter into a relationship with no future. Too bad. We really do enjoy each other’s company. Thanks for the advice you provided me on this board.
  6. We do respect each other so just cutting off contact and saying to get lost wouldn’t be the most practical. I know that he’s very slow moving in relationships (by his own admission) so I’ve taken that into consideration mostly because I know he likes me...but that doesn’t mean anything for long if it doesn’t materialize into a real relationship. Most practical would be to just tell him we need to put space between us. Let things fizzle out. It’s sad because I really do like him a lot. He’s very easy to get a long with he just doesn’t see any potential for a real relationship with me because I’m his cousin (even though I’ve suspected that may also be an excuse).
  7. Thanks so much for the quick feedback! That is such a good question. I don’t get the impression that there’s anyone else (he’s mentioned how he hasn’t been in a relationship for months) but that’s something worth investigating. I told him if we engage in anything physical I would want exclusivity to which he agreed. He has said he is not comfortable being public with the taboo. He said that very directly and matter of factly. I believe him but I also think it’s something no one needs to know about so what’s the big deal. He is acting more and more like a partner over text (we talk every day, he talks about all parts of his life, and I can tell clearly he cares about me). That doesn’t mean anything though if it doesn’t amount to what I’m looking for. I just don’t know if it’s an idea he needs to get used to as we get to know each other or if it’s a scenario that will never evolve into what I’m looking for. We met in person this summer. That’s when we first met. At the time though, we didn’t admit a mutual attraction. That came months later after contact by me to be honest.
  8. I am recently in a situation (going on two months now) of a mostly text relationship with a second cousin. I am 35 and he is 44. We did not meet until last summer (funny enough it was bc of studying genealogy). I felt an instant attraction to him. We talked sporadically over the next three months through text until one night we admitted a mutual attraction. Since then communication has been practically daily. From my angle, I live in a city, have no kids, and am not particularly bothered by the fact he’s my cousin. Our families are not close and we did not grow up together. (It would just be a relationship I saw as telling immediate family members and not being open with the public). We share so much in common. It was really like experiencing the male version of myself when I met and talked to him. Views on politics, religion, music, humor. We are very similar. He says while he is attracted to me he doesn’t see a long term relationship as practical and thinks we should pursue something with an expiration date. He has two kids, lives near immediate family in a small conservative town. We have discussed the discrepancy in our views (we both enjoy talking and want to get physical) and yet he continues to reach out to me and I continue to reciprocate communication. However, I cannot get physical with him under recreational circumstances. My question is...has anyone actually seen someone evolve in this kind of scenario? Is it practical to think he may eventually be okay with it down the road (even if in the beginning last time we talked about it specifically he said he saw the chance as slim)? I have ceased initiating communication with him and it only made him increase his communication even more. I know he likes me...a lot. But so far he hasn’t been able to promise a relationship with any hope for a future. As of yet, we have not seen each other since admitting mutual attraction over text. Is this situation with a reluctant potential partner one that anyone has seen or experienced before? Information on a relationship like this is not text book so it’s difficult to find and/or interpret. Thank you in advance for considering providing any input.
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