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RedKirin last won the day on June 23 2018

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  1. I don't know all the details. Her boyfriend wants to, I'm sure she wants to wait until she has all her school done and her own house. I know about 2 years ago, she was considering breaking up, so there's a chance she doesn't want to marry him. If that day comes, I'm going to become an empty shell. Then having to attend the wedding with a fake smile. I'll be happy that she's happy.. but I know my life is going to be depressing. I know there's plenty of fish in the sea blah blah.. I don't need a fish, I need my Tinkerbell. I'll honestly just stay alone forever, it would be unfair to any potentia
  2. Of course. I pretty much knew that's what I have to do. Especially if she's happy. I'd rather she had happiness instead of my own. It definitely will always hurt not being able to express the entirety of my heart 😓 but that's life.
  3. Okay. So I definitely wouldn't mind some advice/discussion. I'll start from the beginning of it all. As I write this, Im 27 and she's 22 So the earliest I remember meeting my second cousin, she was 2 and I was 7. We played imaginary games, Peter Pan and she was Tinkerbell. Of course at a young age, I always knew I loved her like I was supposed to, but never imagined I'd fall head over heels in Love. Its hard to recollect exactly how I felt at the time, but I know I felt sad when it was time to go home. I didn't see her again until I was about 9 (She's 4). I was hanging out with
  4. Not a day goes by where my heart doesn't grow in her favor. Shes my everything forever! Her birthday is coming up and this is a song I wrote for her. 😍 V1 Whenever I'm feeling low I know which smile can heal my soul Whenever I'm feeling blue All I have to do is think of you Chorus Laughin' with you, dancing in your sun Anything we do, you make it all so fun I used to feel dull and oh so grey Until you pulled these shades from me V2 Whenever you cross my mind Feels like I'm laying in sunshine Whenever you look my way Feels like the moonlight is all min
  5. Been spending alot of time with her and still falling harder and harder everyday. This is a poem I wrote for her. I gave her this poem with a few other gifts. These feelings are impossible to capture in words, but this is a start at least. My Moon, My Stars In this dark night known as life, You are My Moon and My Stars. A glow that guides me, heals me and leaves me in awe. Never could I imagine a land so cold Without your light, without your hold. I marvel at my star, heart overflows You pull my tide, and make my winds blow. In this dark night known as l
  6. The only thing that really matters in a relationship are You and Him. It sounds like you have some support from some family. So it wouldn't be as devistating as it could be. The family members will get over it, they may be shocked at first and maybe feel strange about it for awhile, but the love between cousins is unmatchable. I think you should find a way to tell him. Worse case scenario, he feels a little weird about it, but he will still love you unconditionally. Letting it bottle up inside you is guranteed to have a worse outcome. You will regret it if you don't try. Of course, best
  7. Another inspiration from her. Muse of mine, love unconditionally A bond so strong, only dieties may intervene. My affection, a degree of Omnipotentcy Allure beyond simple Mortality. Eternity, I am purplexed by this hex. A boon of my heart for this Aeon and the next Infinite, if this Amour had units to compare. A million resurrects, at least one would not fail Pressure is clustered in this array of Stars Lifetime of longing, are we still worlds apart? My Angel, rearrange the cosmos as you see fit. All of Space, Time and Love is my final
  8. In love with my cousin. Whenever I'm near her, my inspiration runs wild. I would love to share some of the words she helped me create (Reposting from other thread, missed the poem fourm) My Nova Of all these stars in my silver screen One burns brighter than I've ever seen A radiant glow, blissful energy Impossible to express in this reality  A love beyond flesh, or fathom of thought A being I'd love after I'm torn apart Concealed within me, spurning truth A soul I'll coddle til death, since my youth. Her Aura charges my muse Though I canno
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