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Gthings

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  1. All, I appreciate your thoughts and comments. You're not wrong at all. I have already decided to not go there with my cousin. My relationship with God trumps and I am work in my daily on getting back on track. I was weak and put myself in a position I should've.
  2. I agree 100%. I've cried, journaled, prayed profusely. I think that's what's bothering me most. I wish we were both bold enough to have shared how we felt many years ago.....but reality is we didn't so now I'm trying to recondition my thought back to the "just family" way of thinking. So not easy. Thanks for responding.
  3. This is very very helpful. Thank you all!
  4. Oh yes. I can relate. As kids my cousin and I would kiss and "hump". Over the years since the death of my uncle (his dad) and his mom. We grew apart, although speaking and writing here and there. Just to give you a time frame... we are now in our 40s. Over the last 2yrs, for me that childhood attraction has resurfaced (keep in mind I have been married for 2yrs now 3kids). We had been texting back and forth, testing our memories. Turns out he was just as nervous as I in bringing up what we did in the past and how we still feel now. Just last week, we discussed it (well after he kissed me and I didn't pull away) and even more recently we gave into our passion. For me, I'm at a place that I'm telling myself....no! You're married, he's your 1st cousin, this can't be...you're disappointing God. We haven't spoken about what happened yet but all I can say, is when I'm around him, the attraction I feel towards him is so strong....I've NEVER felt this attraction towards anyone like this before. I've gotta say, I'm grateful to have found this forum. I need to confess/vent and share with no judgement.
  5. As kids my cousin and I would kiss and "hump". Over the years since the death of my uncle (his dad) and his mom. We grew apart, although speaking and writing here and there. Just to give you a time frame... we are now in our 40s. Over the last 2yrs, for me that childhood attraction has resurfaced (keep in mind I have been married for 2yrs now 3kids). We had been texting back and forth, testing our memories. Turns out he was just as nervous as I in bringing up what we did in the past and how we still feel now. Just last week, we discussed it (well after he kissed me and I didn't pull away) and even more recently we gave into our passion. For me, I'm at a place that I'm telling myself....no! You're married, he's your 1st cousin, this can't be...you're disappointing God. We haven't spoken about what happened yet but all I can say, is when I'm around him, the attraction I feel towards him is so strong....I've NEVER felt this attraction towards anyone like this before. I've gotta say, I'm grateful to have found this forum. I need to confess/vent and share with no judgement.
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