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Hi,

I am currently in a 5 year relationship with my first cousin and have 2 children together I never paided attention or it never cross my mind that it was illegal to be with him here in texas, and now I can't stop thinking about it I'm scared to death that the can catch us and put us in jail or even worst take away our children. Can they actually do that?

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