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I have a male cousin who is 27. I am a male. I am gay. I want him to know how much I love him. Every time I am around him I get a fast heart beat and I get sweaty. How do I get him to want me?

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you don't. he either feels the same or he doesn't. you don't say if he is also gay or not. but i have to tell ya, fast heartbeat and sweaty does not mean "love". it means lust. there is a huge difference between the two. 

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On 2/8/2018 at 10:23 PM, Etaube28 said:

I have a male cousin who is 27. I am a male. I am gay. I want him to know how much I love him. Every time I am around him I get a fast heart beat and I get sweaty. How do I get him to want me?

Well, for starters is your cousin also gay?  Wheather or not you are gay or straight is not something you can change.  If your cousin is not gay, nothing you feel for him will make much of a difference.  However, if you know your cousin is gay or bi-sexual, only then do you have a potential path to what you desire.  But as @LadyC said, you really have not provided us with enough information to give you any advice.

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