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The Riddler

Need to be sure before I make a move.

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Hey guys,

Apologies if I make mistakes, very new here. I’m extremely happy that there is a community like this, in the world we live in.

 

I need your opinion on my situation. 

Off the bat, I’m in love with my first cousin and I’m sure she feels like same but I need to be 100% sure so that I can make a move becoz I intend to. 

 

Background: 

We are an affectionate family, we all hug and kiss.

I’m 24 (m) and she’s 32(f) married with 2 children who I get along with well. She’s in a toxic marriage that won’t last much longer. 

This sexual tension between us has been building over the last 2 years. 

Whenever we see each other, we always sit next to each other and our legs touch etc for example she’ll always use my knee as support when she gets up IMO just to touch my leg. 

We were recently under a blanket and I made a move to hold her hand but interlocked hand holding which she was okay with. I have hugged her from behind and she likes it. 

When I hug her it’s always a bit longer plus my hands are around her waist and our legs always touch, we always give a bit more of a kiss than a usual peck. Not sure if I’m reading too much into it. 

When she fixes my pants becoz they falling down she will let her hand run across my bum. 

I often pass each other by and give a little shoulder rub or a hand glide on the back. 

 

Im definitely more forward than she is but she has never seemed uncomfortable with the interactions and has initiated some herself. She regularly puts her feet under my legs.

I think she might be holding back for the same reason i am. 

 

 

What do you guys think and how should I make a move? I’ve already held her hand and now I’d like to French kiss her and cuddling. 

Possibly make love if it can get to that. I love her a lot. 

 

 

Kind regards, 

The riddler 

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Let me rather ask, if she was not married. 

Is this something a cousin normally does, that it was gets me going crazy. 

I just want to know if it’s normal or not?

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She's MARRIED, makes no difference how "toxic" you think it is.  You do NOTHING except back away.

 

Doesn't matter if it is consensual.  She is not in a place to be giving consent for such activity, 

and if you respect her at all you are not in a place to ask her  to.

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